i used to drink daily n smoke. a few months bck i fell in love wd a girl n i promised her that il leave all bt i was nt able to so i started to hide it frm her . few days bck she came to knw abt it n she left me frm that day im tryin to gt her 4gvness bt nuthg is happening. i knw i hv made a mistake n regret on it. she says that she still loves me bt she cnt stay wd me . n nw im completely lost all my strength , my self respect , everything so i hv decide to commit a suicide