I haven’t been to church in at least 2 years. I have asked god to forgive me, but I don’t know if that’s enough. I am scared because if you die in mortal sin, you go to hell. I hope god will shower some mercy on me as I have prayed to him. I am supposed to get confirmed this fall. I feel I should go to confession first before I receive the Eucharist in holy communion. I just wanted to get one of my sins out there to others who will hopefully understand. Thank you for you time. God bless and let us all praise the lord!